If I could ever wish to wish upon a wishing star to wish for a wish of life

..I wish to take my own life... There has never been a more erroneous statement in all of whatever. For those who believe in a higher deity, as it is written, only thru God shall life be given, and only thru Him shall it be taken away. How can one take his own life, or more so the life of another? We can only take appearances. Therefore, it is impossible for me to take my own life. Proof, then, that this ..life.. is not what it seems. When ..death.. beckons, life goes on. Life does not end with ..death... I need not be concerned with fear of death. I will see the side of no pain. My eyes will be opened. Soon.